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    June 11

    原来。。一直以来我都错了

    对。。。没错,它是我遇过接近完美的一个情人,他不介意我的懒散,他只在乎我的心。。。这是我认为的。就算分手之后都是一样,我都是这么认为,我一直以为,我在他心中,有个不平凡的地位,原来只是我多想了,并没有这样的事情~我只是一个过云雨~
     
    昨天晚上,我压抑不住自己的心情,我真得很想问清楚,到底我应该怎么样,我得到了我的答案~一句话,就打了我好多个问题。
     
    我告诉他,我在错的时间遇上对的人,他告诉我。。。他在对的时间遇上错的人。。。
     
     
    这句话就足够了,原来一直以来,我都是个不知死活的家伙,在我心中,她是难以被忘记的,但并不代表在他心中也是。在他心中,我只是一个。。。在对的时间出现,但是却又是个错的人!他说。。。连当初接受我的原因,他都忘了
     
    感觉上,我被刺了好多好多刀,每一刀都刺中我的心。。。但我的血。。。流不出来。。。因为我真得很不甘心。。。他是我最难以忘记的一个对象,我用了三个月时间去适应喜欢他,用了一个月十三天时间去谈恋爱,用了半年去忘记他~
    最后得到的,竟是。。。我无能为力!
     
    更离谱的是,我连我们真正分手原因我都不知道!分手原因啊。。。在分手后165天我才真正知道!原因。。。是因为它喜欢上了他的前男友。。。而不是因为我所说问题的问题!我觉得。。。我笨。。。我真得很够笨!!听到这句,我真得很无奈。。。但也没办法,她幸福,我就要开心咯为了他的幸福而开心!。。。他现在的男友,就是当时他喜欢的前男友,他终于得到了他的真爱。。。而我。。。也终于得到了我要的答案。我要的结果~也许这就是我要死心的关键吧!
     
    真无知。甚至可以叫做白痴。。痴痴做了半年的痴心汉,连原因是什么我都不知道。。。惭愧!
     
    我不肯定我还会不会再像以前,做个无辜的痴心汉,但。。我已经死心了。。而且失望。。。还是对自己失望~
     
    有时我会问自己,难道真心喜欢一个人。。。真的那么难吗?要一段公平的恋爱。。。也那么的难吗?总得不到我想要的。。。就是简简单单的爱情,真的得不到?
     
     
    希望他。。。会比我幸福,也许他要的“那杯茶”,就是现在的男友吧,凯微,要幸福哦!

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    别不开心了,还年轻,慢慢来。。在感情里要慢慢的学习,跌倒了就慢慢爬起来。。你还有疼爱你的人啊,伤是需要时间来疗的。。曾经我也跌到过,可是我遇到另外一个更好的。。那时的我真得觉得好像被人玩弄感情,甚至连名分也没有。。哈哈,一切都过去了。。只要你不要那么执著,不要钻牛角尖,一切都会慢慢淡忘的。。有时只是我们的一时不甘心会令我们耿耿于怀。。慢慢来吧。。有什么不开心的就说出来吧,你身边有很多人在支持你的。。加油哦!!
    June 22
    jasonwrote:
    sori..kai wei..i dun have tat means to make to having trouble wif me!i know u more hurt than me~jus i reli cant control my own feeling!i feel more hapi cuz u told me all the thing honestly...as long as u r using ur true heart to love ur bf now..i hope u can be hapi...i jus cant control myself!give me sometimes...i think tis oso a way to stop out relationship....sori kai wei..i dun have tat means to make u sad oso...pls be hapi~
    June 11
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    Wei wrote:
    I always reluctant to talk with you about this issue after our break up. It's not that I never care about the 1 month relationship, it is simply just because, I know exactly what will happen after our talk. And it happenED after yesterday's conversation. I'm really sorry to hurt you so deeply, which directly leads to your suffering for this half year. My largest mistake was, I did not make my own feeling clear enough before starting another relationship, and this is the mistake that made me feel so sorry to you. I swear that I never intend to deceive your feeling or whatever it is when the time I accepted you. In my opinion, there's no such fair or not fair in love When we love someone wholeheartedly, doesn't mean that she or he has to repay your love by loving you wholeheartedly to makes things FAIR. However, instead of sending my apologises which actually shows no effect on helping, I can only hope and wish you happy with full-sincerity. Once again, and I think this will be the last time I'm saying this to you, sorry...
    June 11
    .................................................i very symphatize u...swt..suan la..find me to cry if u wan..LOLZ
    June 11

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